Love

Love is one of the world’s funniest things. Think about it really, it gets to do stuff you never would normally. Makes you think about another person all the time and put another person before yourself. But there is another side to love that people do not like to talk about.

The side that when you love someone a lot, you have to love them more then the relationship. This isn’t what we like to see in movie, it’s the self sacrificing part of love. This isn’t the if you let it go and it comes back its yours. It’s the you let it go to be happier and know that it isn’t ever coming back. This is the most painful side of love because it when you truly know you love the person more than anything.

When does the heartbreak end? That is a hard question, at some point it has to right you can’t be on the edge of losing it every day for the rest of your life. When do I think it end? After the hardest part or during it really. I think it end when you know that the other person it happy and will have a good life. This is the hardest part because it means truly, 100% letting that person go. It can only come after realizing they love someone else because that is when you know they will be happy.

Or maybe its after you take a trip to India and study at a mediation place (anyone else read eat, pray, love??) While there are no trips to India in my back pocket so I guess I will have to settle for the first plan. I wish you happiness, I wish you love.

Lazy

This weekend was the true start to the summer time in Genesee County. It was the annual St. Joe Carnival!!!! As always it was a very fun time, playing games and seeing friends. By games i mean, I Got It!, which mind you i did not win on at all and the rat game. I also got a ton of reading down, I finish Eat, Pray, Love and it was amazing. I highly recommended it to anyone, and when you do by books i also strongly support you buying locally. Find a independent book store by you, they are an amazing assist and the money stays locally in your community.

My local book store is Present Tense, it is always where my book club meets. Its a great place and i love to just go in and look around. I also have a ton of books to prove how much i love it there. I find things i would never look for normally and love them all.

Its time for me to get down to business with my talent, i have been slacking a lot at it lately. so that is a major to do. I also just got my picture proofs from graduation. In other news I am going to the send off party for Miss Thousand Islands this coming Saturday, and next week I will be heading off to see Miss New York Pageant.

Weekend

So another fun filled weekend as come to an end. Friday for starts my amazing friend John who works at the YMCA put me through a really hard arm workout. And sadly even he can make my thighs magically get smaller…ugh. It was a very good workout that I felt the next day, and even with the pain I thank him for all the help.

In other news I had an amazing time on Sunday at the New York Yankees game. I am not sure how many people know this but I am slightly, ok maybe kind of madly in love with Derek, yes we are on a first name bases. It was such a good game and I am proud of my team. It was great to see them play live and see them up close and personal.
Monday I meet with Chris and he gave me new and better things to do to help me with interview and all around making me a better person.

I haven’t brought this up yet, but that is my summer theme this year…making a better me. This is total not just my body, but my mind and spirit. How while first of all with my new amazing work out plan and with working with Chris. I have also made myself a pledge to read only uplifting books this summer. I am reading a book a week, I also am reading a second book that is one a month. I am finishing up eat, pray, love by Elizabeth Gilbert and will be starting this month book club book after. I really am enjoying it, I never have time to read during the school year.

Off to practice talent, Chris is having my record it at the end of the week so need to book it to finish it this week. Then off to the annual alter and rosary society dinner. Tomorrow I have the Genesee County Relay for Life meeting which will be held on August 13th, please come out and support this amazing cause.

I will also be getting locked up on Thursday, June 24th for MDA…more information to come this week don’t worry

Time is Flying!!!

So things have been so fun and so crazy lately. I started at my amazing internship in the great city of Rochester New York last week. I have been working on a couple of cases and different things. It has been a great learning experience for me that is for sure.

My amazing workout that the YMCA made up for me is great. I am really enjoying it and also enjoying adding is some great classes they also offer at the Y. My friend Colleen and I did the 15 min abs class this week....you couldn't take more then 15 mins trust me!!!!!!

My amazing cousin Jen came into town for the weekend. It was so much fun getting to see her and the babies, Olivia who is 3 and Dylan who is 2. They are very special kids and a joy to be around. I am so blessed to have such a great family. Olivia has started ballet and she will totally be the next stage girl in the family lol.

We took them to the parade on Monday and they had such a great time. We all got a laugh when a whole girl scout troop turn to wave at my cousin Marie because she was there 3rd grade teacher last year.

We also have a surprise party for my friend Colleen...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!! She is my gym buddy and I am so happy she came into our lives :)

In other news the Miss New York Pageant is coming up fast. I am so excited about going to watch and see my friends. I will be a great show and I am so proud of all of them. I have started working on my talent Wo ho!!! Next week we are going to start piecing it together, so wish me luck.

I have interview practice on Monday, Chris has been a gem. Its going to be an amazing year and summer. I also have a very special New Years celebration coming up. That is right June 15th marks the end to the Mary Kay year. I am so proud of what this here has brought and what next year will be like. I am looking forward to earning my first FREE CAR!!!!!!!!!!

Check out my facebook for pictures from this weekend